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Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
26 February 2006 @ 09:08 pm
You Are Seductive Flirt
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
25 February 2006 @ 06:49 pm
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
 
 
Current Mood: artistic
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
11 February 2006 @ 07:15 pm
name  
Your Hawaiian Name is:

Mauli Meka
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
11 February 2006 @ 07:06 pm
Your Kissing Purity Score: 17% Pure

For you, it's all kiss and no talk.

You're in a permanent lip lock.
 
 
Current Mood: damn worring about goats
Current Music: **shark tale**
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
03 June 2005 @ 07:43 pm
happy stuffness...

no working on sunday old port fes, here we come...

***Apt huting is so great not so much but its not that bad either***

So yeah trash day came and went and not so much did i remember to out any of my trash, damn it sucks when that happens... so now i have alot of new unused bags so this week everything is gunna go, and i do mean everything, im just going to trash everything that i dont ever used so if youd really like something i might have let me know cuz I tring to move so i think everything will be going at somepoint...

not really else to say
later to all my luvs
here in LJ land
~*TOBIAS*~
 
 
Current Mood: damn trash
Current Music: story of the year
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
30 May 2005 @ 07:05 pm
Ive made a mistake...

I admit that, but damn, i found out why i am the way i am right now...

I was going to write more but then you called and then you hung up on me so this is pointless now...

*EDIT*

its all ok now and well he actlly told his rents kinda, so well

I LOVE MADDOX who would have guessed that right
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
26 May 2005 @ 10:13 pm
So why then do i do this to my self, am i really as selfish as im thinking that i am.. trying to take time to my self is like tring to kill your self with ny razor or pill(etc) I need something new, i always need something new Im always getting sick of the old but never wanted to leave it to far behind just so that i can have a way to look back and how Ive done been there or the likewise...

I know that my writung really doesnt make sence at all but it does to me it really does, a good friend once told that she loved to read my LJ cuz it was random and just all thoughts and not really anything else... Just the words coming out of my head and going down on this "paper"...

im so draind lately nothing and i mean nothing is helping me not sleep or food or sex are getting me out of this, I need, must have something and im sure someone has or knows what it is, to bad i dont know...

why must life be so differnt for the story books i had when i was younger, cant someone just kiss me an make me a prince, not that that too wouldnt get old fast and then i would need something else to keep my mind off of the never endingness of things in life getting old...

what am i going to do when i get old, when my body is dying (moreso then it is now) when everthing around me seems new and all i want are the old days that i can remember, if i can even think back that far even though Ive always said that once i hit 30 to just kill me cuz theres not going to be anything left for me, i mean damn i lose friends (or just cant keep in touch) faster then i can make them, I have a great guy who is my world but im sure one day that will just walk out the door too...

I cant belive im actully writing in here, its been so long and im sure im not going to get to do this for a long time again but it feels good for once just to sit here and not worry about what someone might say, thats spelt wrong,(and what not) i need to get a journal and keep it with me at all times cuz i think that writing down these random though were i can show them or not might be what i need... well im actully really sleepy now and im going to pic up a liitle be4 the boy is home

loving my self a little toby
 
 
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: deep then thoughts
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
25 May 2005 @ 09:32 pm
Im bord and thinking, that one of thouse things i try to keep from doing...

so i know its not good to hate people but is it ok to hate things that people do???

i really hate it when people lie to me, not really about little things, just big things that could hurt or damnage are relationship...

lets put it like this:

person1 well call them ted, person2 well call them matt and person3 well call them tracy

back plot

ted and matt are dating tracy is matt ex

ted finds thing that matt has been writing to tracy
ted is not happy
although ted is in the wrong too, so he doesnt know what to do about it
matt will come home and lie about what has happend *guess's ted*


anyway you look at it both ted and matt are in the wrong, but who is more wrong because ted and matt are together and matt is asking his ex for sex....

oh thing like that make me angery and thats why i hate liers and some times the people who tell them


oh well if you *everyone* could just be honest then there would be any issuses
 
 
Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: the rain outside my window
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
15 May 2005 @ 09:09 pm
KISSING GAME
Dare to kiss ?

Question is, who REALLY has the guts to reply, no matter who gets this:

If you would like to secretly kiss the person
who posted this bulletin, reply to them with the
message "I would like to kiss you."

If not, just re-post your own bulletin to see who
secretly wants to kiss you...
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
14 May 2005 @ 01:45 pm
I love to hate most of the people I have once called friends.. They all just turn around and stab you in the back when you really dont think that they will, but hey thats how life works right you cant trust anyone besides that one person who your sleeping next to noght after night, the one that loves you at bed time and then as soon as you wake up in the morning.. There are some out there that are not count on this, some people that i think would stand by you but only time will tell, and they are the people that you always end up losing contact with, funy how that works right the ones you want to go away dont and the friends that you actully love and can trust are the one that like you are always to busy.. stupid life..

still on friends only different topic

I got a my space (cause im a loser)Well a friend that i had in school found mind, its all good though shes cool shit. Very funny and friendly, and she had a baby (luna) and she is the cutest little thing that i have ever seen.. sadly though cuz my friend had her in her words "I lost a family member" ahahah if you dont get it to bad.. like i said shes crazy and very cool...

PROM: It was good to go and to get to see all the people that i had gotten to see.. I miss so many of them, so of you will be getting a call soon, others that were there well you know were you can go...

~*ME*~
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
14 May 2005 @ 12:13 am
Thia song is for tonight after seeing that dumb fuck and the mistake of my life of an X


STORY OF THE YEAR LYRICS

"In The Shadows"

We both take the hardest punches
And collect black eyes just to prove it
Still we pass by just like strangers
And we speak just like the closest enemies (enemies)

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Somehow my words are rendered useless
Still I pull my lip down to my chest
Just to show you how my jaw is
Tired from waiting to say the things that you should hear (you should hear)

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Afterall we're still the same
These empty promises seem to never change
there's a smile on my face and it's 2:55 AM
and this cramp in my wrist puts me back to sleep till it all comes around again

WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far
 
 
Current Mood: angry
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
14 May 2005 @ 12:10 am
This is one is for maddox and the way people always seem to get in the way of hm being happy


MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Under Pressure"
(feat. The Used)

[Originally by David Bowie/Queen]

Pressure!

Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)

That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Okay!
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

People on streets
People on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)

Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn

Why? Why? Why?
Love! Love! Love!

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?

Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves

This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure

Under pressure
Under pressure
 
 
Current Music: Under Pressure- The Used and My Chemical Romance
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
10 May 2005 @ 07:31 pm
1. who are you?
2. are we friends?
3. when and how did we meet?
4. how have i affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. Whats the fondest memory you have of me?
7. how long do you think we will be friends?
8. do you love me?
9. do you have a crush on me?
10. would you kiss me?
11. physically, what stands out?
12. emotionally, what stands out?
13. do you wish i was cooler?
14. on a scale of 1-10, how hot am i?
15. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
16. am i loveable?
17. how long have you known me?
18. describe me in one word.
19. What was your first impression?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. Do you think i'll get married?
22. What reminds you of me?
23. If you could give me anything what would it be?
24. When is the last time you saw me?
25. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
26. Do you think i could kill someone?
27. Do you miss me?
28. Do you think i miss you?
29. if i was completely serious would u have sex with me right now?
30. Are you gonna copy and paste this into ur blog to see wht i say about u?
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
07 May 2005 @ 03:58 pm

The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.











Your Kinsey Number is 3.3

Equally Heterosexual and Homosexual


What's Your Kinsey Number?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
Pick ONE word from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments.
Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or jock
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
16 April 2005 @ 11:06 am

This is my trans root. i grow up with my mom playing this and singing along so this is my root ("But I'm A Cheerleader")

So the high lighted parts are the parts that Im taking as my root.  I LOVE MY MOTHER , she made me who i am today even if she didnt know it at the time.

 

Tweeter and the monkey man were hard up for cash
They stayed up all night selling cocaine and hash
To an undercover cop who had a sister named jan
For reasons unexplained she loved the monkey man

Tweeter was a boy scout before she went to vietnam
And found out the hard way nobody gives a damn
They knew that they found freedom just across the jersey line
So they hopped into a stolen car took highway 99

(chorus)
And the walls came down all the way to hell
Never saw them when they’re standing
Never saw them when they fell

The undercover cop never liked the monkey man
Even back in childhood he wanted to see him in the can
Jan got married at fourteen to a rackateer named bill
She made secret calls to the monkey man from a mansion on the hill

It was out on thunder road - tweeter at the wheel
They crashed into paradise - they could hear them tires squeal
The undercover cop pulled up and said everyone of you’s a liar
If you don’t surrender now it’s gonna go down to the wire

(chorus)

An ambulance rolled up - a state trooper close behind
Tweeter took his gun away and messed up his mind
The undercover cop was left tied up to a tree
Near the souvenir stand by the old abandoned factory

Next day the undercover cop was hot in pursuit
He was taking the whole thing personal
He didn’t care about the loot
Jan had told him many times it was you to me who taught
In jersey anything’s legal as long as you don’t get caught

(chorus)

Someplace by rahway prison they ran out of gas
The undercover cop had cornered them said boy, you didn’t
Think that this could last
Jan jumped out of bed said there’s someplace I gotta go
She took a gun out of the drawer and said it’s best if you dont’ know

The undercover cop was found face down in a field
The monkey man was on the river bridge using tweeter as a shield
Jan said to the monkey man I’m not fooled by tweeter’s curl
I knew him long before he ever became a jersey girl

(chorus)

Now the town of jersey city is quieting down again
I’m sitting in a gambling club called the lion’s den
The tv set been blown up, every bit of it is gone
Ever since the nightly news show that the monkey man was on

I guess I’ll to to florida and get myself some sun
There ain’t no more opportunity here, everything’s been done
Sometime I think of tweeter, sometime I think of jan
Sometime I don’t think about nothing but the monkey man

(chorus)

 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Traveling wilburys Tweeter and the monkeyman
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
09 April 2005 @ 01:00 pm
COULDNT HELP MYSELF I LOVE THIS SONG !!

Fat and docile, big and dumb
They look so stupid, they aren't much fun
Cows aren't fun


They eat to grow, grow to die
Die to be et at the hamburger fry
Cows well done

Nobody thunk it, nobody knew
No one imagined the great cow guru
Cows are one

He hid in the forest, read books with great zeal
He loved Che Guevera, a revolutionary veal
Cow Tse Tongue

He spoke about justice, but nobody stirred
He felt like an outcast, alone in the herd
Cow doldrums

He mooed we must fight, escape or we'll die
Cows gathered around, cause the steaks were so high

Bad cow pun

But then he was captured, stuffed into a crate
Loaded onto a truck, where he rode to his fate
Cows are bummed

He was a scrawny calf, who looked rather woozy
No one suspected he was packing an Uzi
Cows with guns

They came with a needle to stick in his thigh
He kicked for the groin, he pissed in their eye
Cow well hung

Knocked over a tractor and ran for the door
Six gallons of gas flowed out on the floor
Run cows run!

He picked up a bullhorn and jumped up on the hay
We are free roving bovines, we run free today

We will fight for bovine freedom
And hold our large heads high
We will run free with the Buffalo, or die
Cows with guns

They crashed the gate in a great stampede
Tipped over a milk truck, torched all the feed
Cows have fun

Sixty police cars were piled in a heap
Covered in cow pies, covered up deep
Much cow dung

Black smoke rising, darkening the day
Twelve burning McDonalds, have it your way

We will fight for bovine freedom
And hold our large heads high
We will run free with the Buffalo, or die
Cows with guns

The President said "enough is enough
These uppity cattle, its time to get tough"
Cow dung flung

The newspapers gloated, folks sighed with relief
Tomorrow at noon, they would all be ground beef
Cows on buns

The cows were surrounded, they waited and prayed
They mooed their last moos,
they chewed their last hay
Cows out gunned

The order was given to turn cows to whoppers

Enforced by the might of ten thousand coppers
But on the horizon surrounding the shoppers
Came the deafening roar of chickens in choppers

We will fight for bovine freedom
And hold our large heads high
We will run free with the Buffalo, or die

Cows with guns


DEAD MILKMEN

Dana Lyons: Guitar and Vocals
With Mi Tierra Mariachi Band members:
Alberto Leyva: Vihuela
Rafael Leyva: Guitarron
Jesus Sanchez: Trumpet

Dedicated to the Mooovement.
 
 
Current Mood: devious
 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
09 March 2005 @ 03:10 pm


Your Brain is 26.67% Female, 73.33% Male



You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved


 
 
Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
09 March 2005 @ 03:03 pm

~up_in_the_air~



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Love.Hurts.Fall.Hard.
09 March 2005 @ 02:21 pm


Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence



You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.